THIS. THIS is the voice of grief and loss. She described it so well. My dear fri…
THIS. THIS is the voice of grief and loss. She described it so well. My dear friend @under20carbs lost her Mother to cancer as well. Ive been there abd it was a major factor in gaining 40 lbs the two years after she died when I was already very overweight. Those terrible days haunt you and crush you and it takes strength to climb out of it alive. If you have time drop her a kind word today is one of those hard days #Repost @under20carbs I’m having a crappy day. I tried making it as usual but IT’S NOT AS USUAL! I was okay kind of until about 2 hrs ago… and then I fell apart… I did exactly what I did a year ago – I BINGED ON ANYTHING SWEET I COULD FIND. I’m only glad there are only so many treats around my house. I feel hatred towards what just happened. I wanted to feel pain and punish myself for still being here while she is gone… I succeeded. I crushed my own spirit today. I’m feeling so disappointed in myself. Yesterday I felt strong. Today I feel defeated. I replay memories of th...